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Thu Sep 29, 2005, 9:21 PM

yawn
i should be writing an essay right now
people will waste their lives away procrastinating
when with a little effort
a little service would go a long way
to sustaining their lives
with a bit of happiness

i used to think i enjoyed writing
and suddenly i experienced a severe change.
i dont even remember what year it was
this one or its precedent

in the end it doesnt matter
i lost my creativity
and i lost my motivation
i have desire
but what is such without the means

i see so many people, existing without means
when they could b living

there is nothing wrong with existing i was once told

but wouldnt you rather live?

i find it so easy to watch my life pass me by
its so easy to allow nothing to happen
its so easy
its so easy and so hard to feel it pass me by

i cant feel justified in this feeling
of betrayal
of wrongness
because its really guilt
eating away
at me

because the only one to blame is myelf
and denial is much better
passive ovservance is so much better
than involvement

one day i will regret, immensely
more so than now
how i have spoiled my life

i am spoiled

and ungrateful

time used to go by so quickly
and once you reach a point it propelles you into
infinity
the infinity of death

becase thats the only thing
the only sure thing

everthing else is in our hands

can you trust it?

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Current Residence: oh nowhere
Interests: rain, photography, music, art, wolves, psychology, philosophy, sexuality
Favourite movie: hedwig and the angry inch, resident evil, chronicles of riddick, gladiator,donnie darko...
Favourite band or musician: coldplay, sublime, green day, the shins, apc, porcupine tree, tony orlando
Favourite genre of music: im actually sick of it all at the moment-old school and melow/alternative
Favourite artist: why should i have a favorite?
Favourite poet or writer: other people
Shell of choice: this one i suppose
Skin of choice: wolf
Favourite game: on occasion i can be seen playing halo
Favourite cartoon character: stewie...brian?
Personal Quote: oh i dont quote anymore, i really dont have anything to say
Tools of the Trade: i think you know

Email: lonewolfe2212@aol.com
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~rodgerson Jun 25, 2005, 4:15:50 PM

Thanks for the favourite. I'll build several churches in your honour.

~shewolf-of-the-night Mar 20, 2005, 8:58:21 PM

Think about this...
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
*PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
add this as a comment to ten of ur friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years..."

i dont follow the bad luck thing... but the 15 things are correct...

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“ Live loving life, love living life and in life love living ”

~shewolf-of-the-night Mar 1, 2005, 9:51:58 PM

YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!

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“ Live loving life, love living life and in life love living ”

~shewolf-of-the-night Feb 18, 2005, 5:00:23 PM

hey.. havent seen you around for a while... how are ya?

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“ Live loving life, love living life and in life love living ”

~brevaenly Feb 27, 2005, 6:50:11 PM

uhm..im okay. u know, same old stuff. i just have to deal with a few things. i got grounded and havent had access to a computer.

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im so sick of catchy phrases and quotes